Black Blue and You

I seriously feel so pissed off at this very moment. NO....., my gal dint ditch me. It's not any of those "I loved u so much... how cud u do this to meeee!" kindof crap. It's about that concert I'd die for. The hip-hop concert I'd miss anything else for. Its called "black blue & you". Well, what does black and hip-hop put together remind you of. Okay... now you know Im talking about the Black Eyed Peas' India tour. They're already here, in Bangalore just 4 hours of road-travel from my town, and the show is due tomorrow evening. And they'll be leaving for Thailand the very next day according to the itinerary. But I've got equally important stuff to take care of, which requires me to travel to this messed up city called Hyderabad tonight and stay there for about a week. I feel so guilty about not going to the concert. I feel like someone's out there waiting for me and I've decided to ditch them(...LOL as if they'd give a shit). I've still got 24 hours to decide, and the tickets (surprisingly) aren't sold out yet. But I know I wont make it.

What makes it worse is that a few of my friends are going. I never get too jealous quite often, but this time Im jealous and Im justified about it. How could they go and I couldnt. But poor fellas volunteered to book me a ticket in advance. But still, Im jealous. How could I not be able to attend? I do believe in second chances, and third chances, and nth chances as I've done with my studies. But things like these are very rare that you cant hope to be very lucky. I mean, you only get to see the Halley comet once in your lifetime, except if you were born in a year divisible by 76(cant assure you that it makes any sense, though).