Missin home

Its almost a month since I moved to the UK. Ive already started missin home. Im not homesick, its jus the flavour of my hometown that I feel Ive suddenly been deprived of. I feel good and bad at the same time. I feel good about the change and also because Im goin to uni everyday, after spendin almost 6 months of doing nothing in India after grad. I feel good about this place, the people, the pubs, my college. What sucks is the climate and the timings, most of the shops close by 5pm. They arent too big problems though. But there's always this tinge of sadness burrowed deep inside. Im going through a crisis, an emotional one. Nope.. Im not after any gal, its jus about my studies. Have got to make a couple of serious decisions. Irreversible ones. Ive put most of my issues on hold, jus to clear thiss off. Car, work, phone, cable, havent started sortin all these things. Everything seems so trivial, and I feel so helpless though there are lotsa ppl concerned abt this.

However, I know Im no kid anymore. Im more than old enough to start thinkin for myself, sorting things out, and stop being foolish. There's this red hyundai coupe for sale down my street, which Im plannin to buy once I sort my uni issue. Hope it's available till then. And then Id go home in summer coz of the long vacation. I'll start trying to love this place, though its sick.